x..beauty from pain [snow & kulay]

[Braz]

Brazendil could not tell you what happened next, he was bonding with the tree that had been his guardian since gods know when and the next he sees nothing but white. His first reaction was Kulay had been a little stinker and hit him with some snow, but then he realized his entire body was cold and not just his face.

'I am really cold,' he mused and soon her could feel the earth jounce quite a bit, the two femme were diggin him out which was sweet, and slightly embaressing, with a shake Braz was able to get the majority of himself out of the snow, his dark fur speckled in snow and his snake yellow eyes glittering.

"Well this is rather awkward," looking from Snowfell's caring face to Kulay being totally angry, he had missed so much being buried under the snow, he had not heard any confessions or anything, "Um... to get rid of the problem I am just going to um... go this way!" he gave Snowfell a lick on the head, as well as one to Kulay for being such great femmes, he was blessed to know them both.

A large raven passed over head and was flying in the direction of his camp, Braz frowned and concerned crossed briefly through his golden eyes. It was a bad omen, ravens were not supossed to be here at this time of year, and what would one be doing going towards his camp? Afraid for the worse Braz looked over one shoulder at his two femmes.

"I'm sorry but I have to go, I have a bad feeling about that omen!" he barked sharply before he dashed off through the snow, he was visible only from the upper legs up as the deep snow finally ate him up and he was gone off towards his home. Braz was gone and his thick, kind scent lingered long after he was gone.

ooc;; goodbye, i'll see you all later. this was an intersting thread!

[snowfell]

Snow watched as he walked off her heart slowly sinking the further he got as she stood in stunned silence , a tear rolled down her cheek landing in the snow she stood for a few moments longer watching the direction he had gone. Soon it grew dark but yet she still did not move, it was not till her legs shook did she move, turning to the whole left by his body and laying down a sad sigh escaping her as she did. “I told him, yet he left” she said softly as sadness now crept in her voice. She hid her muzzle with her paws and closed her eyes as a whimper left her throat. She wished this day to never to have happened to regain that warm feeling once more at being close to him , she still smelt his scent around her but it only made her heart ache more for him. The more she staid the colder she felt but the more she missed him, the more she thought it was her fault. “maybe I am the bad omen” she thought “I survived when my family died , I survived hardship out there on my own , now this , maybe I was meant to be alone” she spoke so soft that a second whimper left her .

[kulay]

Kulay watched as Braz left, feeling it was her fault, but saw that Snow was heart broken. Braz had done this to her once before, and Kulay was exactly like this, but she was not know. She was sorta glad he left. " Hey Snow," Kulay said, walking over to her, " He does this. You are not a bad omen. He has done this to me, and he did not hear anything. Or he would have not had that confused look on his face. Do not worry about him. You are blind to the way he looks at you arnt you. His eyes sparkle when you talk, and when he lookes at you. That is why I will leave you guys alone next time. I give up. He had his chance with me when he knew I liked him. He left me, and I thought it was because he knew I liked him. I still think that was it. I am still mad at him for it, and mad at him for liking you and not me. But I give up, he is yours. I am sorry I caused him to leave. If it was not for me getting up to leave, this would have never happened." Kulay looked at Snow, and smiled. She needed him more than Kulay ever would. Braz and Kulay would be better off as friends, and she knew that, but she would never forget her first love. " Snow, do not be sad. He will come back. You will see him again." Kulay finished.

[snowfell]

Snow looked up at her she could not help the whimper that came “but why?” she asked “why did he have to go right now?” she said now sitting up her head still hung low “I want to stay right here till he returns, but I know if I do I will die.” she sighed and looked at Kulay her now sad eyes glistened with the frozen tears that lay there “when, Kulay when?” she asked “in the spring , after mating for that season is gone?” she did not mean the words she now spoke she now feared she would never se him again that she had in fact scared him away from the tree, she now paced as she spoke , it was then she stopped “no Kulay it was not your fault” she sighed “next time would you stay” she asked realizing what she had said might be true “will you help me understand him better ?” she asked “so that next time we meet I will not be so shy towards him “ with one last deep sigh she finally lifted her head and smiled be it a small one but it was there “now I will join Aeroica, if you want me there?” she asked knowing now how she felt for Braz.

[kulay]

Kulay watched and lisaned. Letting out a huge sigh, Kulay said, " Snow. Please join Rhys pack. I am growing out of loving Braz. I still do and always will because he is my first love. But to tell you the truth, I really do not understand him myself. You are going to have to figure him out. I have just seen him today since I dont know ehen. Its been a while. I do not mean to be mean, but I can nothelp you there with getting you to know him better. He is still a bag full of mystory to me, and iv grown up with him." Kulay said, pusing and the sky went from day to night. The stars were out, and it was a beautiful night. NO cloud in site, you could see for miles around and every place in the sky was filled up with stars.

Kulay looked back at Snow and smiled. " Come Snow, let's go back to the pack lands so we do not freez to death. I have better plans for dieing than to die like this. We may convers as we walk to the packs territory, and then we may go to sleep." Kulay finished, standing up and waiting for Snow to follow.

[snowfell]

Snow nodded at her padding to stand beside her, she still felt some what alone inside, she looked back at the direction he had gone in and then to the stars her eyes falling on one bright star it twinkled at her as if saying, for her not to worry, with a sigh she turned away to face Kulay “All my life I have done nothing but wait , wait for my mother , wait for life to find me, wait for chances , now I wait again” her voice still held a sadness but she knew deep inside she would see him again and the next time she would make sure he heard her speak and understand how she felt , she would not let him leave till he heard her out even if it meant she had to hold him down with her body, not that she would not mind that , but for now she would just wait biding her time till he returned to the tree and into her life.

Turning to Kulay she gave a soft chuckle “males” she said softly “never there when you want them” she said now with a gentle smile to her showing she held no ill will towards her , in fact she hoped they would become good friends.

[kulay]

Kulay watched as Snow got up, and came to stand by her. They were about the same size, if not Kulay being a little smaller. Kulay watched as Snow looked up at the stars, smiling Kulay thought that she like the stars. But when she talked, Kulay let a frown take the place of her smile. " I have been waiting all my life to Snow. Do not think for one minuet you are the only one out there who has been waiting. Other's have to. But now that we have met, we can be here for one another." Kulay said, smiling at Snow.

When Snow said the last part, the males part that made Kulay laugh. " Yeah tell me about it, they arnt here when we need them, and they are here when we dont need them. And then its the same cycle over and over again." Kulay said, smiling again. 'Mabye we can be good friends. After all, Braz is not the type for me. Mabye he is for Snow. And I can tell her about imbarasing moments with me and braz!' Kulay thought, almost laughing out loud from that thought. " So how did you see Braz?" Kulay asked, trying to make conversation.

[snowfell]

Snow looked at her deep inside she was aching but outward she smiled “It was on the last day of spring he was sat on the stump, I thought he looked handsome in the sunlight, his black fur gave him a mysterious look. “She shook her coat shaking off snow that had settled on it. “I hoped one day he would just see me, Its not as if he could miss a white wolf in the green leaves of the bush, but I guess he chose not to.” As she looked down she saw his paw print left in the snow, placing hers inside it she smiled at how big his was to how small hers was. “I guess, I fell for him that day and came back every day hoping he would return , several times I caught him but was too scared to speak to him , till today “ she curled her paw as if in her mind resting it on his. She looked up at Kulay with a grin on her face “I am happy, He knows I am alive if nothing else and if you’re right, maybe… “She chuckled becoming slightly flushed at her thought. Still with her smile she finished “Maybe we’ll one day see our pups grow to be like you, kind.”